Pmea
Just something,
My boyfriend was right, I’m constantly saying I’ll stop this from happening or having a promise broken all over again. I pretty much sound dumb for that. I can’t keep words from doing all the work. My action matters the most & I’m in need of that rather than lying to myself.
Deep thoughts about myself & where I stand now.
Failing in life isn’t what I’m seeking for.
thinking back…
How careless I was with school. Wish I pushed myself a little harder back in my middle school years. How I love making good grades , being able to make my parents proud. If I only showed much effort back then, then I should’ve made advance classes. This sucks, I feel like I’m behind everything. I feel so far from what I’m accomplishing. I don’t want to fail in life. I feel so stupid. Hoping everything isn’t too late yet…
I swear nothing looks good if you’re either short or fat. FUCK my appearance.
